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2007-08-10T17:32:00.003+08:00

Moving to lj! http://bruddernette.livejournal.com/

2007-08-10T10:44:00.001+08:00

It is a glorious Friday Morning and I'm feeling strangely exuberant :D

Yesterday's National Day Parade was truly exciting; I liked how they made use of the radio-controlled lighted kites and illuminated jellyfishes :D It was also funny when the two planes "saluted" the nation. Woot, I guess "There's No Place I'd Rather Be" than in the comfort of the tiny red dot. Love ya, Singapore!

Now time to extend my love to the work piled up on my desk!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!

2007-08-09T14:23:00.001+08:00

:D IHC's OVER! MR's 3rd, or if you think about it, 2nd! (congrats BB and BW! :D)

Heartfelt thanks goes out to everyone in MR, those who played for IHCs, those who ponned stuff for IHCs, those who came down to watch, those who changed their nicks to "MR's gonna win tMR!", those who encouraged, basically lots and lots of people (:

It was a good season, and MR had its ups and downs. From 4th to 2nd to 4th to 3rd/2nd.. hmm, looking back, it was quite exciting!

Hm, MR truly has the best house spirit, and woot blue's one of the nicest colours around (: And our combined effort helped our house maintain its standing!

Hope everyone had fun during Nat Day 'cos personally I was quite wowed by the laser show :D:D So have an awesome NAT DAY, spam red and white everyone!

I LOVE MR & SINGAPORE!

2007-08-05T14:07:00.000+08:00

Got this from GE!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY ?
Doodah- The Cartoons

That means yeah!

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Ramalama Bang Bang- Ruby Blue

This is disturbing considering what we did during Drama Feste. OMG I AM SPASTIC.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Predictable- Good Charlotte

I guess this means that I have very standard criteria? :/

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
All the things she said- TATU

UM, guess it depends on what she said.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Way Back into Love

RIIIGHT. LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS <3

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
In Da Club- 50 Cent

HM, I AM NOT A WANNABE ):

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Moonlight Serenade- POTC

Um. Does this mean I can sing?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
It's gotta be me- N' Sync

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
When you say you love me- Clay Aiken

In my dreams lah!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
Flying without wings- Westlife

Yeah we are all gonna go roaming after As!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
All out of love- Air Supply

Um.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Makes Me wonder- Maroon 5

Yeah I WONDER!

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I'm Sorry (I Don't love you no more)- Craig David

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Calcutta- Dr. Bombay

THEY WANT ME TO DRIVE A TAXI!

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I Belive I can fly

Aww, quite sweet.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Pretty Girl - Sugarcult

EGO!

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Knock 'Em Out- Lily Allen

OOPS, my secret is out.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Candy Shop- 50 Cent

Yeah they give me cavities!

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Lonely is the Night

): I am a lonely emokia.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Flower Show- The Great Spy Experiment

They are as beautiful as flowers!

2007-08-05T13:05:00.000+08:00

God please hold my hand always [shameless ad: ANYONE WANNA HELP ME LOOK THROUGH MY EVENTS FOR PROJECT WORK? MUCH APPRECIATED!!!!] says:
MR will show them what it is to be a true winner =)

I AM NOW REJUVENATED AND READY TO FIGHT ON!

MR IS REALLY ONE AWESOME HOUSE, I mean which house was the house cheering along the track for every single relay runner?

MR!

Nothing's gonna stop us now!

2007-08-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

HORRIBLE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE. (can't fight the tears)

It's so hard to pretend everything's fine when it's not. But I just need tonight to get over things. When you type "hahahaha", but all you wanna do is just wanna sob your heart out and hide in some corner.

So world, just leave me alone. ):

2007-07-31T22:26:00.001+08:00

If I had my way, I would flood my bedroom with pillows.

Lots and lots of fluffy pillows. So that I hug them as and when I feel down!

PILLOWS!

2007-07-31T00:06:00.000+08:00

BISH BISH BISH BISH!

I think it's purely functional. I wish I knew though.

2007-07-29T14:02:00.000+08:00

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

2007-07-29T12:36:00.000+08:00

Rawr it has been quite an eventful week! ): But not exactly in a good way.

It's just so heart-wrenching to see your house get last for an IHC! Hmm, but we will and must look on the bright side. When you are down, there's nowhere else to go but UPPPPP! And I think yeah it's really heart-warming to see MR-ians whom you have never known play/cheer their hearts out and being all concerned about the house.

And I didn't screw up flagraising too badly! LOL, maybe it's cos I only did 2 days worth of flagraising 'cos it has been such a rainy week. But my flag was abit retarded on thursday ):

I've been so angsty this week and I blame it on the foul weather! It has been raining non-stop and rargh it's been freezing! Solar-powered me cannot function properly without the SUN. May the grey clouds clear and lalalala let the sun shine next week.

MR FTW!!!!

2007-07-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

Always look on the bright side of death!

:D Amazing how friends can cheer you up. Whee wanxi is one amazing girl!

Oh well, me is still in angsty mood but MR OWNED POLO TODAY! WOOT.

2007-07-15T00:28:00.000+08:00

I am going to rant.

I'm starting to feel quite frustrated. Rargh, there's so much to do and so little time. Everything keeps changing, and therefore my plans keep changing. Ugh, PW IS KILLING ME I TELL YOU. Report's due in week 7, and aaah there's so much to be done and we can't fix an interview with dr tan. I hate email correspondance sometimes. So many messages and phone calls, sometimes I just wanna throw my phone against the wall so I can be uncontactable. i don't mind putting in effort for pw, okay duhh i have to put in effort for pw. but rawr it's really giving me quite a headache. Plus, house stuff is piling up, with so many initiatives on hold and t-day gift proposal is due tmr. Corporations are total scammers cos they quote me 2 bucks for a wristband. House capt performance on nday and we haven't had time to sit down to discuss. MR's lagging for IHC and i'm really quite worried even though i know i shldn't be focused on winning, but honestly i dunno if it's the influence from some of the guys, but ah it just doesn't feel good to be 4th. and i spent so much time putting up the bloody IHC board cos estate tore it down and then today sb removed everything again. and cj wants the board back up again. LIKE WHAT THE HELL. i wasted so much time at interact installation reh today. and rargh, everyone's so busy it's so hard to get a proper discussion done. i have tons of work due next week, and there's still a bio test and mock spa, and my math tutor keeps picking on me.

I AM ANNOYED, FRUSTRATED, WORRIED AND EXHAUSTED.

2007-06-28T23:10:00.001+08:00

RAWR ): what alousy night it has been!

2007-06-23T18:23:00.000+08:00

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Accepting

No matter what a friend says or does, you try your best to understand it.And your friends feel like they can tell you anything. You don't judge.
You know that friendship is a journey - with a lot of ups and downs.If you and a friend grow apart, you get over it quickly... and leave the potential for future friendship open.
You tend to have many friends from many walks of life. Anyone you meet is could become a friend.In fact, you are especially interested in people who are a little different than you. Seeing life from another perspective is something you cherish.
Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else with their secrets
You really can't be friends with: Dogmatic, stubborn people
Your friendship quote: "Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes."

http://www.blogthings.com/whatmakesyouagoodfriendquiz/">What Makes You a Good Friend?

You Have Low Self Esteem 32% of the Time

Generally, you feel pretty darn great about who you are, even when you mess up or fail.Occasionally, a huge setback will make you question yourself, but you pick yourself up quickly.

http://www.blogthings.com/howisyourselfesteemquiz/">How is Your Self Esteem?

You Are an Afternoon Person

You can find energy any time of the day ... or night!You prefer to be out and about when most other people are.Very early mornings or very late nights aren't really your thing.You're practically solar powered, and the afternoon is when do best.

http://www.blogthings.com/areyouamorningpersonornightpersonquiz/">Are You a Morning Person or Night Person?

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.
You should major in:
PhilosophyMusicTheologyArtHistoryForeign language

http://www.blogthings.com/whatshouldyoumajorinquiz/">What Should You Major In?

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

http://www.blogthings.com/areyouanoptimistorpessimistquiz/">Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

http://www.blogthings.com/howfeminineareyouquiz/">How Feminine Are You?

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.You often find yourself on the outside looking in.Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.
You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatflavoricecreamareyouquiz/">What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Your True Love Is an Aries

Why you'll love an Aries:
An Aries has the red-hot seduction skills to woo youNever boring, an Aries will give you the romantic challenge you crave!
Why an Aries will love you:
You have the intensity and energy to go head to head with your Aries...And the undying passion to keep an Aries coming back for more.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsignisyourtruelovequiz/">What Sign Is Your True Love?

Reeses Peanut Butter Cups

Very popular, one of you is not enough.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofcandyareyouquiz/">What Kind of Candy Are You?

You Are 40% Left Brained, 60% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.
The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

http://www.blogthings.com/areyourightorleftbrainedquiz/">Are You Right or Left Brained?

2007-06-22T00:12:00.000+08:00

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enoug
hand it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

2007-06-21T23:21:00.000+08:00

Goodness, I'm missing half the world right now. ><

If there's one good thing about mugging, it's because you can use mugging as an excuse to hold mini-gatherings. Like the one on wednesday with simran and jingli! SIMRAN AND JINGLI ARE <3! We just kept proclaiming our love for each other. Oh no, the term "lesbonerd" just popped into my head; think it was from some novel I read. But anyway, simran and I stuffed ourselves silly with timtam chocolate biscuits and we just sat at taka fountain stoning and looking at old people eat icecream. Ah, and the usual banter between jingli and i was pure bliss, even though we have been at it for all the past few lab sessions. BUT ANYWAY, wednesday was a lovely day! :D

2007-06-19T17:04:00.000+08:00

My brother just lapsed into one of his "I must annoy you!!!" phases so I just shut him out of my room. I trust he's more temperamental than his PMS-ing sister who's dealing with cramps atm. One moment he's being all little brother and demands my attention and the next he's yelling his head off. Ugh, hormonal imbalance. Not that mine are in perfect harmony, but ah at any rate I am saner than he is.

FINALLY caught pirates yesterday and woot it was a very very very long movie. I think I squirmed in my seat so much that the lady next me shot me glances once or twice. She probably thought I was some hyperactive teenager. And guess who I had for company: My lovely brother. Okay, he was better than expected. The last movie I watched with him which was "Around the world in 80 days" which had him in such loud guffaws; I swear people probably thought we hailed from the country and haven't watched a movie in eons. But he was on his best behaviour yesterday and I felt sympathetic for him 'cos my poor brother doesn't know his way around town at all. Orchard is almost Greek to him and he thinks it's for the likes of ruffians and delinquents (which is not all that untrue). Yeah, so I'm glad he's not one of those boys who hang around town with immaculately styled hair which probably cut them back by an hour and a bottle of gel. :D Oh, it was adorable though that he was worried that :O people mistook me for his girlfriend. (How is that possible, you ask?) I'm vertically challenged, period.

Oh how I abhor the holidays. They are phony holidays which have you trapped in your room mugging which I haven't exactly been faithfully doing. Rargh, cramps and chemistry are not complementary base pairs. MY MIND IS SCREWED BY SCHOOL. They should blockout the holidays officially for serious rest and relaxation. SULKS.

2007-05-31T22:36:00.000+08:00

It has been a whole month since I last blogged :D And haha people are hinting that it's time to update.

But I don't know what to say! Let me try to recall exciting things that happened in the last 30 days, hmm oh rugby and basketball girls finals, final night, investiture!, blutality, CCAL camp! :D Goodness, council is taking over my life but I'm not complaining. I know people are telling me that it takes up way too much time, and it leaves me with no time to rest and study. But I think it's more of my poor time management skills which leave me with no time rather than council activities.

Aiyah! I guess it doesn't matter now since I'm already in it.. I guess I will just make the best out of it and ATTEMPT to juggle both my studies and council duties. Heh! And ah, it's only the 4th day of the june hols and my mum's already nagging me to mug. What will I do for the next 20 plus days? >< June's supposed to be a lovely month for class gatherings, shopping trips with your mum, GOOs, and just sitting around doing nothing. If only we had 2 months instead of one! One for playing and one for mugging!

Ah, I'm alone upstairs and I can hear the TV and voices coming from the living room. I have been missing out on quite alot of family time, and rargh I hate that. Hm, talking to my buddy about how blessed we all are and how we never do seem to realise that. Feeling guilty for all the times I have been such a spoilt brat! >< Goodness, what will I do without my parents? And my brother for annoying me all the time. I don't know; but I'm just grateful for them just being around! Like yesterday, after CCAL camp, when I was all zonked and hungry for real food, my parents simply brought me to where I wanted to eat. And yeah for all the times they stayed up 'cos of my insanely late nights in school. <3!

And because of my awesome family, I think I should stop whining about the holidays and actually be more productive so that my parents can stop worrying about my upcoming CTs. :D

2007-04-30T00:39:00.000+08:00

I think the world's pretty screwed up! Hm, how can people dislike others so much yet still manage a smile in front of them? That's really hypocritical. But at the same time, we should be discreet with our thoughts. BAH! Until last wednesday, I didn't know there were that many politics in RJC and I don't like it. I mean everyone's out to get this post or what-not through pretty despicable means. If your main motivation behind doing everything in college is to get it on your CV and to wow the panel, I don't feel that you deserve much respect.

and.. I feel that you should be responsible for what you say/do. Entitled to your own thoughts and all, but you still need to spare a thought for others! Some people amaze me with their non-existent EQ.

And I'm still uncomfortable with the idea of cliques. It is inevitable, but maybe it's because I have always been a drifter. The fantastic four really get on my nerves at times! Cliques really don't do any good to the class dynamics.

Everyone should just like one another. I wish I could.

2007-04-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

WOOT! It has been a pretty good day today :D

Haha, KIDS ARE SUPER ADORABLE. I'm still a little sad over how I didn't manage to spend more time with the henderson cc kids! Haha, one of the little girls drew a portrait of me and drew a flower for me <3 and plus plus, my kcpps kid emailed me just to ask me why I can't go down next week. SEE KIDS ARE THE CUTEST and I'm NOT a paedophile okay. ):

Then it was dinner with JSLE + hanson + kennedy! (: Whee newyork square manzz. Jevon and hanson are pigs, they had TWO main courses plus TWO desserts. No wonder the total bill came up to 100 bucks. And shihee came halfway and brought shuting away after awhile. ): Haha omg the guys are so full of crap :P and I drank up to 4 glasses of water while we were sitting there crapping and cam-whoring. <3 all of you!

If only life could always be so carefree!

2007-04-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

>< >< ><

2007-04-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐像绿洲给了沙漠
说你会永远陪着我
做我的根我翅膀让我飞也有回去的窝
我愿意我也可以付出一切也不会可惜
就在一起看时间流逝要记得我们相爱的方式
就是爱你爱着你有悲有喜有你平淡也有了意义
就是爱你爱着你甜蜜又安心那种感觉就是你
我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐像绿洲给了沙漠
说你会永远陪着我做我的根我翅膀让我飞也有回去的窝
我愿意真的愿意付出所有也要保护你
oh 在一起时间继续流逝请记得我有多么的爱你
oh 就是爱你爱着你不弃不离开不在意一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你放在你手心灿烂的幸福全给你
oh 就是爱你爱着你我都愿意就是爱你爱着你要我们在一起

2007-04-16T17:48:00.000+08:00

Back from council camp which was much tougher than expected. Nonetheless, despite all the muscle ache, sore throat and mysterious bruises, it was an experience out of this world! I won't say that the 27ths got any much closer than we were before but oh well, at least it made me realise that the rest of council term will be anything but easy.

<3 buddy even though he's a force to be reckoned with during cheering!

Now, I'll just pray I'll get through this week.

2007-04-12T21:14:00.000+08:00

I wonder what I really mean to you. Am I simply a substitute? Am I someone you turn to as a last resort? Am I just an average girl-next-door? Am I just a going-home buddy? Am I simply an acquaintance who does not feature in my life? Am I just a random person you chat with online? Am I your boredom relief?

Do I mean anything to you?

):

I quote kartik, "which i find rather weird cos i think now is when we need someone else more than ever". Yeah and where are you?

2007-04-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

I am procrastinating again. I have been at econs for the past 3 hours; 'tis really bad. At this rate, I'm going to fail my next round of tests, which will be really depressing. And yes I am a mugger wannabe. (Too bad I'm not in the exclusive mugger club o.0) AND I HATE PPL WHO CALL PEOPLE MUGGERS WHEN THEY MUG LIKE CRAZY. They are the shitzzzz.

I got the weirdest, randomest PW group ever. But it's not too bad 'cos I have 2 jokers! I forsee me laughing alot during our PW meetings. But I hope it won't get too frustrating trying to get work done, because I seriously think we will be super unproductive.

AND I CAN'T DO ECONS FOR NUTS. RAWR.

All things to do with council start now.
Joan scared me with tales of council camp. It's gonna be super intensive and tiring. And I'm going to develop muscle ache so bad that I won't be able to do my NAPFA! I love my buddy because he's so funny. :D And I memorised the council oath WOOT!

I'm sleepy and unproductive. SIGH! AND MY GRAMMAR IS DISGUSTING.

2007-04-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

5 random things/people/events:

1) I have a pimple outbreak and my pimples hurt like mad. RAWRRRRRR!

2) Buddies list was released today :D I got Jerik, who's really quite nice/funny.

3) Being anal about release of PW groupings tomorrow.

4) MY MONEY IS GONEEEEE; I don't even spend that much.

5) PE was a full body workout so now I have a full body ache.

2007-04-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

I cannot fathom why anyone would crush/love/like CCP.

But HE can because he's madly in love with her. (ewwww)

i think everybody should like everybody:
:D or shld i dedicate another entry to you re yr love for CCP?

let nature take its course:
OH YES! I'm glad to have that in your blog

let nature take its course:
make that 100 words in the blog

i think everybody should like everybody:
haha okay yes later :D

let nature take its course:
btw, the way ccp scolds is full of confidence, the way she walks is full of elegance, the way she teaches shows that she is full of care and love and knowledge

let nature take its course:
dun blame her for scolding the class, blame me instead

No prizes for guessing who the mystery guy is. Anyhow, I think he has AWESOME taste :P

2007-04-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

I'm sick of J8! >< Interact lunch, OG dinner, Campaign team dinner, bleah!

Anyway I love my OG. Quotes a certain somebody, "yong guo de. yong guo de!" Waikuan is pervy and gay. Dehui too! Guys, steer clear of them or you might be their next target. :P

2007-04-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

Congrats to all who got into council, and to those who didn't, nothing said would help much, so here's just a virtual hug for you. (hugs)

(URRRGH. I shouldn't have bothered worrying because it probably didn't matter to you. But you made it, so I'm still relieved for you. Even though I just wanna smack you upside down for being so insensitive and self-absorbed.)

2007-04-02T19:30:00.000+08:00

My computer is finally back to normal, feeling really elated now.

JUST WANNA SAY A BIG THANK YOU to all who have helped in some way or another throughout the entire campaigning process! Whether you simply said, "I'm voting for you!", or if you actually helped me with cutting stuff or pasting stuff, or simply just being there, I love you to bits.

No matter what happens tomorrow at 5 pm, it has been a really memorable experience! To JSLE/the spunky smurfs, I LOVE YOU GUYS. It has been a really hectic week for all of us, and yes since all of us slogged our guts out, I pray that all of us will make it through. :D

I will miss all the sleepless nights, painting smurfs, getting ourselves covered in black paint, frantically wiping ourselves with nail polish remover, eating and eating and eating, sprawling on mattresses, typing out proposals even though we were half-dead, stopping in the middle of nowhere to buy paint, having terrific OG members who came down to help us, putting up smurfs and banners, worrying if our smurfs will fall off and die, going crazy over stickers, shopping in a supermarket for an hour, sampling gelato, jevon's laundry-smelling house, the SWING, walking around under the blazing sun, waking elton up...I can name so much more I'm going to miss, but you get the point.

And to dearest carmen, I enjoyed our lunch today. I'm glad we are still on talking terms, so YES another lunch session soon! <3 P.S: You are still so full of crap, wahahaha.

I feel so blessed now. And I hope that the gods will continue to bless us tomorrow! (:

i am glycogen

2007-03-09T22:20:00.003+08:00

I really miss the good 'ol days where we were slugging it out. Life was meant for running around the CLC singing and getting high, for getting splashed by buckets of water, for sleepless nights, for editing letters a million times, for PSC! It felt nostalgic watching the juniors run the show, and SIGH as much as I wish to deny it, it's time to move on.

We gotta move it, move it...

I quote funny lines from "The True and Outstanding Adventures of the Hunt Sisters"!

"Cellulite is trivial in the face of these facts and, contrary to popular magazine propaganda, it is not the mark of a gluttonous sloth- they're dimples, the natural dimples of a a fully grown woman. Stephen should savour each and every feminine indentation."

WOOT for cellulite.

2007-03-09T22:20:00.001+08:00

Day 1 of March Hols! :D I tried mugging but only managed to last for a couple of hours. I'm such a mugger wannabe.

My march holidays seem awfully packed.

Monday:
Tuesday: PSC concert
Wednesday: Training?
Thursday: NTU Lab session
Friday: PPP
Saturday: Brian's party
Sunday:

2007-03-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

it's a supernatural delight

10 random thoughts!

1) WHERE HAVE THE PAST FEW MONTHS DISAPPEARED TO?

2) I wanna dance in the moonlight!

3) It would be really nice if I could just know you better.

4) Council results (What do I really want?)

5) YAWN.

6) I have a mini mt ophir to clear. (anyway, go odac-ers!)

7) Should I just give (it) up?

8) I am annoyed and annoying.

9) Still wanna go dancing in the moonlight! YE-AH!

10) I will stop spraying so much deo. Aerosol sprays kill Mother Earth. But smelly me will kill people within 1 m radius.

and oh how I love you so! :D

2007-03-07T17:47:00.000+08:00

I hope I am not bring over-sensitive and getting the wrong vibes. Sigh.

2007-03-04T11:12:00.001+08:00

THE RAMALAMA BANG BANG DANCE IS REALLY GOOD.

I want rehearsals all over again! :D

2007-03-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

Back from class adventure camp. The camp helped bring a few of us together, but for me, I doubt the camp really had a net positive effect on the class. Despite all the "Look, we are so happy together!" on the surface, there are underlying tensions and there is still this sense of discomfort between quite alot of people. And my class's rebellious nature is really starting to tire me out. It's always, "Why must we do this? Why can't we do that? I hate... I can't stand..." Even though sometimes I'm part of all this, I don't know if I really feel the same way or is it just one of my (futile) attempts to fit in? Sigh, I shall hope the situation improves.

OG mate's house for lunch and a uber long gambling session yesterday! :D We are the ultimate blackjack khakis, and I'm really glad I managed to win a net of $1.20, even though it's really pathetic compared to nats's earnings. I WANT DINNER TREAT!! Cousin's birthday chalet after that, and LOL it was mahjong till 1 am where I lost so badly. I am such a NOOOOOOOB compulsive gambler.

Now it's back to work! :D

2007-02-25T14:34:00.002+08:00

I must say I have been pretty happy the past few days. :D That is despite the fact I failed two tests in a row, somehow the feeling of inadequacy has yet to sink in. Oh well. I should probably feel resigned to my fate! Or maybe hopelessly defeated.

Anyhow, off to class adventure camp for the next two days. Karen and Natalie have demonstrated true girl power and have been extensively spreading the influences of the female hormone to people in class. EVEN HWEE LEONG GOT SOME VIBES AND HAD DIARRHOEA! :O So guys, don't smirk and think you won't be affected.

I will pray for good weather at appropriate times and hormonal balance.

2007-02-25T14:34:00.001+08:00

I MISS...

-skipping around the school barefooted
-disgusting feet
-mike-whoring
-watching people butoh
-calling bella a "nigu"
-eating the same dinner for 3 nights in a row
-seeing the guys in 1980's chinamen hairstyles
-losing my voice
-the pants which threaten to drop any moment
-foundation which refuses to come off
-the absolutely rock-hard chair :D (GO BETTY)
-projecting in the parade square
-being on stage
-fiddling with safety pins
-the goodluck hugs

and lastly YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU!

2007-02-25T14:34:00.000+08:00

MR WON DRAMAFESTE!

<3

2007-02-11T16:17:00.000+08:00

Interact camp's over! It was better than expected, even though we kept getting pwnz in games. :D YAY FOR THE INTERLACTERS! Night walk was really good though it really freaked me out. <3 nard and jev for being such brave souls.

2007-02-04T01:02:00.000+08:00

I have found the song I want to be played during my wedding. :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Meanwhile, if you want me to nominate you for council, just tell me! WOOOOT.

2007-02-01T20:09:00.000+08:00

Today was the first day this week I got home early. *BEAMS* Getting home early is simply divine 'cos you actually have time to waste and not feel too guilty or exhausted.

My class is getting better each day but I STILL MISS THE BADMINTON KHAKIS. ): Anyway I think I'm really horrible 'cos I have been ponning all my OG outings. BUUT I will make up for it...eventually.

2007-01-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

I'm getitng that "I don't belong" feeling again.

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2007-01-23T19:49:00.000+08:00

It's really true how life is so unpredictable. Things just come your way when you least expect it! Sometimes you don't even know what's the best way to react.

It's a horrible feeling when you sign up for something with a friend, and only one of you gets through. I know 'cos I have been through such rejection one time too many. But it's also equally trying for the other person because you don't know what to say, or if you should even say anything. It's a nasty feeling for both persons! ):

"Loneliness lights up the sky
Can't help but wonder why
You're so far away"

Today, someone (unexpected) shared her thoughts with me. It's so sad how there are so many people in school but yet you can still feel so lonely. It is especially true when you walk into the cafeteria and you try to spot a familiar face, to no avail. Hopefully, this loneliness will fade soon and everyone will feel at home in RJ.

RANDOM! I hope that all the annoying people will be less annoying tomorrow.

2007-01-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

sunny days and starry nights
lazy afternoons
you count the castles in the clouds
and hum little tunes

but somehow right before your eyes
the sun fades away
everything is different
and everything has changed

if you feel lost and on your own
and far from home
you never alone, you know

just think of your friends
the ones who care
they all will be waiting there
with love to share
and your heart will lead you home

funny how a photograph can take you back in time
to places and embraces
that you thought you left behind

they're trying to remind you
that you're not the only one
that no one is an island
when all has said and done

there'll come a day when you're losing your way
and you won't know where you belong
they say that home is where your heart is
so follow your heart know that you can't go wrong

2007-01-21T10:24:00.000+08:00

I lost my voice again! This time, it was from talking too much.

Quotes
Peien: Did you lose your voice?
Everyone else: She talked too much!!

Aah I sound like a man again. ):

BUUUUUT 411 class outing was fun and therapeutic. At 12 pm, we started out with 15 people and we were loitering on the 2nd level, leaning on the parapet. Then, we decided to check out (ahem) the cafe @ OP, so we plonked ourselves right outside OP.

WE GOT HUNGRY, so we trooped down to pasta mania for duhh pasta. :D Played "please, will you follow me?" and I'm such a noob. But that was when aha my noob sign was introduced! It totally expresses noobity (sounds like nudity but who cares!). And a few of us bought charmaine a tiny cake for her belated birthday.

Being deliquents, we randomly found a spot near the mrt station and started playing strange games. Halfway through, these two guys started preaching (literally) and err it was just really strange. :S Ohhh but I learnt a new game called the Macs Game. <3 the actions and 薯条包. And ahem ahem truth or truth was really enlightening, but don't worry everyone's secrets are safe.

After crapping for 2 hours, by then it was only the 6 of us left (yuezhen, weiming, liping, xinyi, christin and meee). We were being piggish and we had icecream @ Swensens. Now we know the difference between a regular and a large earthquake. Swensens, EMPLOY US!

That was not all, being pigs, we wanted LJ fries. (Not livejournal, but long johns) So acks we pretty much went to LJ and consumed greasy but good fries. If you thought we would have been satisfied by now, weiming wanted coffee so we went to Starbucks!

In the end, yuezhen got a coffee instead. So armed with one coffee, we lounged in starbucks making too much noise for our own good. But I learnt something new, you can make two girls woohoo in Sims! :D (kudos to weiming) After that we wanted dessert, but the food court was rather packed, so we decided to sit at the mrt station to talk instead. And we bumped into Peien and her church friends, and peien decided to stay. WOOT!

So basically, by the time we exhausted most topics, it was already 9.45 pm.

Quotes weiming: This is the best thing that has happened to me since the start of this year!

YAY <3 411.

2007-01-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

It's an emo night and everyone's feeling down.

Wish the world would just stop turning so we could all take a breather.

All I can do is listen and seriously listen. It's not a chore and I'm glad that people feel better after sharing. It beats bottling up everything.

But I wonder, who do I go to then?

2007-01-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

<3 GE + $1 fries + bubble tea! Who cares if I ran 4 rounds for nothing?

I WANT:
311/411 class gathering
Badminton khakis badminton session
Lunch with carmen
Lunch with joey-woey
Random foodie sessions

:D

2007-01-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to grey
At least thats how it feels to me

D:

2007-01-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

I look at my GC and wonder why the hell this piece of plastic is worth $174. It's definitely going to be listed as one of my valuables from now on. Maybe I'll bring it everywhere I go, LOL. IF SOMEBODY EVER STEALS MY GC, I'LL HUNT THAT PERSON DOWN AND POKE HIM/HER OVER AND OVER AGAIN TILL HE/SHE DIEEEEEEES.

Just thinking about what Ms Koh said. Seriously, when I look back and realise that I have known some people for 7 years, I shudder. I shudder because these people whom I have known for 7 years weren't always part of my life, but somehow they just seem to fit in all the right places. I shudder because there are people whom I could have known for 7 years, but somehow I let them out of my sight. I shudder because I know there are friends who are changing even at this very moment and there's nothing I can do. I shudder because I know someday these people will leave me and strangers will invade my life.

<3 batch song lyrics 'cos they just seem so apt.

When your head fills up with memories of
Times gone by and times long past
Feels like only yesterday when
Life seemed so much simpler

I wish I could just quit living in the past.

UGH WHY AM I SUCH AN EMO-KIA?

2007-01-14T14:06:00.000+08:00

:O Didn't think I would restart my blog, but decided I needed a channel to vent my frustrations. Maybe I would be less moody-broody after this.

To people who visited decoolestpopsicle and got directed to strange random webbies, I apologise. Most people got directed to momowheels, but some unfortunate(?) people ended up at porn websites. (But strangely not too many people complained, wonder why ;))

Past two weeks of school pretty much zoomed past. It has been emotionally and mentally exhausting so I can't say I'm looking forward to school tomorrow. Guess no matter what, I'll find solace in work. But goodness gracious, I have forgotten every single bit of chemistry so I'm still ploughing through my lecture notes. Can't seem to focus! 'Tis baaaad.

My OG's meeting @ 3.30 but I can't go. Heart laszlo!

Leave your links on my flooble and I'll update soon! :D